introduction

ok so these are my dreams. feel free to comment any thoughts or interpretations i would love to hear them. dont get cray c though.......


it was a little confusing in my actual journal as to what was dreams and what was reality..i have to deal with that enough already lol...so i color coded them for you....hope its not too hard to read

orange is my awake time and/or notes and things

black is the actual dream itself


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3 witches, a time loop, and a mud pit

I hear something. People maybe? I don't know. I open my eyes, and my room comes into focus.. the sound gets clearer.. 'Oh...its just my room mates.... my besties" I think as I sit up and plop my feet onto the carpet beneath me. My blankets are scratchy and grey.. "ew get these off " I threw the itchy rags onto the floor.  I sat there for a moment just taking in my surroundings. my room was bright but gloomy. and messy.. MY room, messy? weird ..past my room was a hallway, past the hallway was the living room. it was all dark except for the light from the TV. When the light flashed I could see my room mates(im not sure what their names were...lets just call them john and jane) sitting on the couch, feet on the coffee table... They were arguing about who gets to choose the television show and laughing really loud. "They look so cute," I thought. (They were definatley into each other, but too scared to say it out-loud) I rubbed my eyes, got in a good stretch, and let out a giant yawn.... "oh, you're up!" it was jane. John looked over his shoulder at me, "good morning sunshine!" uggg, morning people... I stood up, and walked over to my open window. I looked down.. we must have been on the 20th floor or so...across the alleyway was another building. It was plain brick with rows and rows of windows that seemed to mirror everything on the building I was in. there was an open window directly across mine. At first I didn't see anyone inside, but when I looked a little closer I could make out three people huddled around what looked like a cauldron. I stared at them curiously, trying to figure out what in the world they were all doing. Dark purple smoke poured out of the giant black pot they were all standing around. There seemed to be a leader. She was turned away from me, and all I could see was her back.  I could also see that she was tall. with a pointy black hat. and bony hands with sharp black claws. Under her hat lay a silky black cape that flowed all the way down to the floor. Suddenly they froze. I leaned in closer, almost touching the glass on the window. What in the heck were they doing? Suddenly they all turned and looked in my direction! When the leader turned around I could see her green skin, giant nose, and vicious smile. She was staring straight at me. I ducked behind the curtains. they continued to look in my direction.. "oh no! did they see me?" I quickly slid out of view and leaned up against the wall. After a few seconds I worked up the courage to look back and see what was going on. They were gone! All that lay in the house was an empty black kettle. hmmm. Thats odd. I must not be as awake as I thought. "I should just lay back down" I moaned as I walked across my room and plopped back down on my mattress. I lay there for awhile trying to make sense of it all.."Are you coming out here or what?" screeched Jane. from the kitchen I could hear John, "Yeah, I made breakfast! Come eat." "fine." I grumbled as I roll back off my bed. I rolled and rolled, but I didnt land on the floor. I was covered in something. It felt rubbery and weird. red light was pouring through what looked like skin.. Skin?! what the? I screamed for my roommates, but no response. I looked around. There was light coming through 2 windows. So I floated up to them.. Wait, FLOATED? What the heck was going on? When I got to these odd shaped portholes I peered out. I saw my room again, except everything seemed just a little bigger..hmm? on my wall across the way sat a mirror. I could see myself  laying on my bed. I was completely still. I glanced at my eyes. They were just open sockets. ewww! As I was looking away I could see something in side of one of them.... It was a figure...made of light. beautiful golden light. I moved in closer to see what it was...It moved too. I withdrew in surprise. So did the light. wait a minute. Im confused. Was that light...me? I turned to the left, It mirrored me. It IS me! Oh my gosh! I screamed for my room mates again. I could barely see around the door frame and down the hall.. Why was Jane just sitting there? Cant they hear me? and what is going on? I must be asleep... suddenly the front door opened. In came the lead witch... She sniffed the air, and turned her face in every direction slowly as if she were searching for something. The other two witches came bursting through the door behind her, barreling toward the couch. I looked back at the horrendous leader. She was staring directly at me. She had the most terrifying evil smirk. Her smile curled from ear to ear as I watched the witches take Jane out the door. I screamed for John. Why wasn't he hearing me? I clawed at my body.and screamed and tore..it was no use.. I had to calm down and figure this out or my best friend would be taken by these... things. Who knows what they will do with her. Maybe I could control this shell I was in. I mean, it is MY body after all. I tried to move my arm...No use...ok, maybe my leg...nope. I glanced back out the hole that was my eye. It was just her now...still staring at me with that vile grin..Oh how I hated her stupid looking smile. I just wanted to slap it off her ugly face. she snapped her fingers, gave me one last look, and swiftly turned toward the open door. Her silky black cape flowing behind her... I yelled, "I hope the knob hits you on the way ou---".. I started to feel weird...drowsy...My vision blurred, and blackness started closing in all around me...as the door slammed shut I could see John, a plate full food in one hand and a glass of milk in the other..looking at the door.. in shock. You stupid man! How lucky he was that I didn't have control of my hands. he shook his head as if he were trying to reset an etch-a-sketch...My vision was getting worse, I could barely keep my eyes open.I watched john as He looked back at me. He finally snapped out of it, and I watched him drop the plate of food on the ground, and dart toward me as the darkness took over completely.

I opened my eyes... I was still on my bed. Was I back in my body? .... I think. I looked up. I saw John standing by the window peering Up at the moon. I sat there and watched him for a moment. Then I realized I felt really weird.. My arms were tingly.. So were my leggs.. I moaned. John turned around. "You're awake." "Its about time" "What happened" I asked. "They took her. We have to get her back!" I tried to sit up but I was too weak. John walked out of the room as I drifted back into the darkness. 

"get up!" It was John . I opened one eye.. It was light outside again. I opened the other. I felt better now, So I sat up. My arms and legs were back to normal. "They put a spell on you, you know." "i figured." I sighed. "you were... inside....... there," he pointed down at my body.. "really" I said sarcastically. "you were this tiny ball of light!" I rolled my eyes.."yup".. I just wish mr. obvious would be quiet already so I could wake up. "we need to find her" "How?" I asked. "I followed them to their secret liar."  "WHAT!" "after you passed out ...like a little baby... i caught back up with them" My eyes almost bulged out. "First of all, ruuuude, and second, why would you do something so stupid john?" I smacked his arm "OWW! well, I found her didn't I?" he shook his head. "lets go!" he declared as he turned toward the door.. "ok, ok, just let me get my shoes on" "hurry it up sleeping beauty" He bound down the hall...he was a man on a mission, thats for sure. I stood up and put on my shoes. I gazed out the window as I turned toward the hallway to help my fearless room mate. I noticed that the room across was different. I stopped to take a better look. There was a woman in an apron. She looked like she was talking to someone upstairs. she rubbed her hands on the top of her shirt, wiped her brow with her arm,  rolled her wrist toward her face and looked at her watch.. I could read her lips as she started to speak again "its almost 8, jeeze, lets go!" then she turned back toward the kitchen.. tiny feet came skipping gracefully down the stairs. It was a little girl. She had on black and white sandal shoes and a blue checkered dress. She had the cuttest little pig tails ever, and As she looked at me through the window I got this odd sense of da ju vu. "JESS!"  "aaaahhh! crap John. You scared me!" "come on, lets go!" "ok ok" I said as I turned back toward the window to take on last glance at the little girl. She was gone by now. probably in the kitchen... So I shrugged my shoulders and ran out of the room to meet The crazy man who was (not so patiently) waiting for me, his sidekick, to go whoop some witch booty. "so, john..." "huh?" He looked up at me "once we rescue Jane, are you going to finally declare your love for her?" "haha, this is no time for jokes." he squinted his eyes at me and ran down the hall.. I laughed as I follow him out the door and into what would be the weirdest adventure of my life... to be continued

snow flake

(when I first wrote this in present tense, but then I went back and changed it..and I think I may have missed some...so Dont think i'm dumb if you find a present-past tense sentence..that's my bad.. DONT BE A GRAMMAR NAZI)

Oh great. Another hallway dream again. Might as well get it over with. Im in a hotel this time. Warm but lonely. the wall paper was red with gold wavy patterns. the carpet was warm and soft on my feet. Then it was cold. I looked down. Snow? I looked back up...still a hallway except the walls are now trees the cieling was gone. "Well this is a little weird" I thought.. then it startd to snow. The ground and topiary were covered in the soft white powder. My breath shifted to fog and everything I thought I knew had changed. I stopped and stared and took in my surroundings. Beautiful white snow flakes drifted by. My attention falls on one snow flake in the distance and I extended my hand to catch it. It seemed to take forever to reach me, but eventually it made its way downward and dangled delicately in front of me; inches away from the top of my head. I stopped and gazed at it in awe. Time seemed to slow down, noise haltered, and everything around me blured, and in this second I am in complete bliss. Absolute peace filled every inch of me and lived completely in that moment. All that mattered to me right then was this magical prism of ice. It shimmered in the sunlight. It was warm and enchanting and beautiful. As it fluttered passed my eyes I saw it and it saw me. It stopped and floated there above my palm. It looked as though it was watching me with just as much intensity and wonder as I was watching back. I turned my head around it to get a better angle and it too turned to see me. I looked up, so did the snowflake. I smiled, it shimmered. I laughed, it twinkled. It mirrored me in every way, but in its own words. It is a part of me and I am part of it. as ourselves we were whole, but together we could be complete. love was all I felt. It continued to float toward my hand. Gracefully hovering closer and closer. The closer it got the more anxious I became. It drifted only inches away now. I held my breath. Almost there. SNAP. I forgot about sound. My focus adjustsed to the dark forest in the distance. THUMP. The shrubs began to shake. I stared into the darkness. nothing. CRACK. Two yellow eyes appeared. and then glow. Everything was quiet. I could see my breath again. The hairs on the back of my neck stood completely on end and my ears are twitched out as if there was a sound so faint that I could only hear it subconsciously. bum bum. bum bum. BUM BUM. my heart beats louder...faster. and then it stoped. Complete quiet. again. and then it bound out of the forest, bellowing and screeching. Claws out ready to mangle. Teeth as sharp as razors. There's nowhere to go but back. so I turned around and ran. I ran and ran through the thick snow. I ran as fast as I could, but it was catching up. It was right on my heels. Screeching and snarling and gurgling. In the distance I could see a doorway. The snow suddenly became carpet again. I reached for the door. I turned the knob. I startd to open the door. and then I paused for a quick thought:  In all of my dreams I run..whenever im scared all I ever do is run. I have never fight back. I have never even thought I had a choice. It's always either run or die, but those couldn't be the only two options could they? No. I'm sick of waking up wishing I had just fought back or at least thought of fighting back. This time I had a choice. I'm not going to let it win again. I slammed the door back shut, and Turned around toward the snowy driveway. There it was leaping toward me. It was small but fierce with a tiny body, big feet and hands and gigantic elf ears. I looked to the left. wall. I looked to the right. wall. I looked back at this thing that had ruined everything and I became furious. I looked to my right again and a room appeared. Inside was darkness. A beam of light shone down to reveal a cage. The tiny monster was only feet away. As it leaped through the air toward me I grabbed the cage, opened the door, and aimed it at the imp. It landed inside with a violent thud and I quickly slammed the door and turned the lock. I've trapped it! phew. relief.

I took one last look at the snowy driveway before I turned back and stepped through the entryway. I felt sadness as I shut the door. as soon as the door was closed my sadness faded. It was so warm, and I felt safe as I paused to take a rest. I leaned on the door and smiled. I had done something that I had never done before. Something I didn't think I could ever do. Something I thought I had no control over.. I faced my fear..AND conquered it.

I was going to draw it but I couldnt really get it right so I took about 20 pictures and stitched them together in photoshop...still not happy with it but its a basic idea..

 I took a deep breath and sighed in relief. My attention turned to a light up ahead. All I could see was an open doorway. Darkness was on the other side. But I could feel someone beyond that. Out of the dark came a shoe. and then a leg, an arm, a body..and then a face. da ja vu set in as she walked toward me. and when she saw me she froze. So did I. pure joy came over me. complete happiness and peace. I smiled. As my face changed so did hers. we looked at each other for a moment before I realized who she was. she was my snow flake.

 Dream Interpretation

Hallway: To see a hallway in your dream symbolizes self exploration. It is the beginning of the path that you are taking in life. You are going through a transitional phase and journeying into the unknown. It also signals spiritual enlightenment, emotional growth physical prowess, new opportunities and mental passages in your life

Door to strange landscape of world: Finding entrance into unconscious, a way into wonderland – in other words the infinite world of our mind or consciousness.

Snow: Snow is a symbol of a new life, good changes, coldness and frost. Walking on a crispy snow and seeing snowflakes fall means that positive changes and improvements are going to happen in your life.

Being Chased: The specific distance between you and your pursuer may also be relevant in the context of your dream. If the person is gaining distance on you, it could represent the problem not going away unless you deal with it head on. This might require you to confront the specific issue and address it head on. Conversely, if you are able to outrun the pursuer, it could mean that the problem can resolve itself and will fade over time.

Cage: To dream that you are putting a wild animal into a cage signifies that you will succeed in overcoming your rivals and fears. It is also symbolic of your ability to control you animistic rages and anger. 

Shutting a door: Privacy; trying to find ‘space’ for oneself; the dismissing attitudes or tension we use to shut others out of intimate contact; repressing memories or feelings; decisively ending something.

I think the snowflake is me finding myself again..maybe? IDK

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well this summs up my life pretty accurately right now .. I love how I can just will myself to figure out whats bothering me or what I truly want..  through dreams (makes it much easier to make big decisions). amazing.

the girl in the mirror

    The hallway was dark and cold. I could see a faint light in the distance. I started walking toward it. The light was coming from behind the only door in sight, so I opened it. the light poured out. It was warm and beautiful. I looked around the room. everything was so pretty. The thick carpet was soft on my bare feet. The sound of the jewelry box on the dresser was soothing, and the light hit the tiny mirror so perfect that it made hundreds of beautiful patterns on the walls that seemed to dance and twirl in the most majestic way. The sheer curtains flowed gracefully in the breeze of the open windows, and the light radiated in every direction and bounced brilliantly through out the room. I felt safe and warm and happy. And then I noticed a girl sitting on the bed. She was turned away from me. I wanted to see who she was. I felt drawn to her. Then I noticed she was looking at me through the tall mirror that was standing by her side. she was beautiful and familiar. where did I know her from? She smiled at me . I smiled back. I know her, but who is she? I needed a better look, so I walked around the bed . She stood up and smiled again. The whole room got a little brighter, and I realized who she was. she was me!...the old me. I wanted to cry because I missed her so much. Then she held out her hand and grabbed mine . she hugged me and I felt whole again. She told me that everything was going to be ok and that she loved me very very much. I sat there with my head on her shoulder hugging her for a while, and when I let go, she was gone.  

I woke up. 

a shipwreck half dream

this is a dream i had about a year ago...it was a dream but wasnt a dream...i dont know how to describe it....

i was laying in bed with Daniel(my husband) i was exhausted and starting to dose off...

i saw a flash of something....i saw people everywhere screaming and runing around, actin' -a-fool and what not. my view zoomed out and i realized it was a ship sinking into the dark ocean...violent waves crashing about, dark clouds raining down on the scared group. i was far away in the sky watching the whole thing, but i could still hear them like i was right there in the boat with them..crying and screaming. it was horrible, and i couldnt do anything for them. the more i tried to get to them, the further away i got until eventually my view zoomed so far away that i started to fly out of daniel's pupil and back onto my bed. i could still hear all the screaming and crashing, but it soon faded. i thought i woke up because daniel was sitting up on the side of the bed, legs hanging off, and his back toward me. then i noticed he was crying! i asked 'whats wrong?' then in half a second he was staring at me with this angry face (kind of like you see in scary movies how theyre looking away and then all of a sudden theyre looking at you, but you didnt see their head turning at all..like they took all those frames out) it was very creepy. he yelled "THEY'RE ALL DEAD!"


then i reallly woke up and he was back to his original laying down position, half asleep. i woke him up and made him sit up with me for a little while lol. he said we wernt laying there for too long  but the whole time i was having this dream i was aware of my bedroom like i was half dreaming..or like i was there, in my bedroom, but in my head i was halfway somewhere else...i could feel my bedroom and somewhat hear it and was conscious of it, but i was also in my  dream...i dont even know how toe xplain it.

mrs. wood's apocalypse training and a conversation with the man upstairs

I was in an apocalypse training class. it looked like the inside of a portable. the walls were that fake wood siding. there was a tv that sat on an old metal stand (like the ones they used to have in schools on sub days) and we had desks. outside it was dark and i could see the trees hung over the classroom. in the window to the left there was a dirt driveway with a few cars parked on it. there were a few other people around my age sitting in the desks around me. there was an instructor, who looked a lot like my first grade teacher, mrs. Wood. Mrs. Wood was very strict. she had grey hair that she always wore up in a bun, and long flowery dresses. she was older, maybe in her 60s i sopose. i remember i always had a very hard time staying awake in her class. i would get yelled at a lot for it. so i doodled to help me stay awake while i listened to her teaching us about witting and adding and subtracting, and i would get in trouble for that as well. she always seemed to be yelling at me for something i was or wasn't doing. i never understood what the big deal was, i always seemed to know the answers and how to do all the things she taught, so why couldnt she just leave me be? ahem... back to the dream.... this instructor looked exactly like her. i was in the back. there was a very loud girl in the desk ahead of me and she was blabbbering on and on about something. i started to listen. she was saying that she would most likely be the first to die blah blah blah...and then the other people chimed in, so the teacher ordered a vent session. one by one each person got a few mins to get in a good rant...it was finally my turn, and i had a lot to say. but as soon as i opened my mouth mrs wood, eh...whoever she was...started back on her lecture, no one else seemed to even notice that id been left out of this venting circle. i spoke up and asked if i could take a go at it. she replied that it was time to move on . I  got very mad. no on seemed to even care, and some of them even gave me nasty looks like i was disrupting them. i stormed out of the class room and jumped into a red sports car. i sped off, the tires peeled and dirt flung every which way. i was nearing a curve in the road and pushed the gas down even further. I began to cry. i asked god " why can't i tell anyone?" i heard his voice clear as day, and he answered "You have to withhold it for now, just be patient" things got a little calmer and....

i woke up crying. it took me a little while to stop because i was crying so badly...i felt better after a while and went back to sleep. 

the old man and one crazy lady

i was standing on the side of the street. there was a man across whispering something to me. i was so confused, i didnt understand what he was saying. finally i could make out his whispers. i could hear him whispering like he was right beside me even though he was far away. he was saying "waaake up" i was like 'what is he talking about', i just didnt understand. i was so confused. he just kept telling me to wake up over and over. then he said "waake up or youre gonna be late" again i didnt understand why he was telling me to wake up, i didn't understand what the phrase 'wake up' actually ment. which is a little interesting to me. then i think something clicked.but before i had time to realize that i was actually asleep,  he was in my face yelling, he was so close to my face that i could see in his mouth while he screamed at me "WAKE UP!" shaking me with his hands on my shoulders. 

i woke up and looked at the clock..the heck? its only 6:30 so i went to the bathroom and lay back down to back to sleep. before i could close my eyes i started seeing people running around my house through my cracked door, but they were the usual shadows i see, and little, like children or midgets or something. i woke my husband and told them there was people in my house stealing our things.he went to look and i heard him talking to somebody...i came out and it was some lady but i couldn't see her face. i asked her why she was in my house taking my things and she said "im not in your house. you're in my house!" we argued back and forth like that until she got so angry that she attacked me. she had one of the girls dvds 'good boy' and cut my throat with it.  i saw the blood. i covered my throat. blood everywhere. i couldnt stop it. i looked up at her as she smiled. my vision started getting blurry, and then everything went black.

.woke up to the alarm at 7 or i thought it said 7. im still a little unsure on the alarm clock part...got out to the living room and its actually 7:30.....

i wasnt really sure how to color code this. im not sure if i actually woke up to see the alarm at 6:30 or if the whole thing was a dream. so i just wrote it all in black. i dont remember actually going back to sleep to have the second one so im guessing the whole getting up and going to the bathroom was just all part of one weird dream. i asked my husband if i woke him up to go check, he said no. if i had woken him up he would have remembered, because once you wake him up and he gets out of bed he cant get back to sleep. hes very unlike me in that way lol 
maybe when i woke up and looked at the clock it was me turning the snooze on or something....the whole time i thought the clock was off by 30 mins, but when i went to change it the next night it was right again or still right im not sure. i really hate being this confused. its a little scary if you ask me. 


also to the people who think if you die in your dreams then you die in real life...explain this then


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